some stories to share…

dear mr. A,

kangen. hehe, entah kenapa tiba2 kangen aja. will we have a chance to go out like we had before? maybe you can give me a boost to ‘end-up’ my damn lovely theses! just like before,,

so much things happened lately. got to learn that damn multivariate analysis, and end up at a bizarre things called multinomial blablablaaahh. get in touch with mathematical problems, geez i was only a social science student at high school. thanks god, i can managed it. got the analysis done. but other problem revealed, the analysis result doesn’t suitable with my research background. got to do more works. in fact, re-works! hopefully, i can finish it within this weekend and submit the final draft to my supervisor on monday (he really has to give me some time to discuss about my theses seriously) oh my God, i really need to do the defense before christmas!!!

my mom was ill last week so i have to take care of her, but she’s better now. so i can spend more time with my theses, unfortunately i’m kind of loosing my spirit and gaining anxiety about it.

i think i have an obsessive compulsive disorder, in a medium level… i become (or may be i am) perfectionist with my theses, i can not resist dirt, i wash my hand everytime i touch something, even if the things is not dirty, due to this habit my hand skin is dry, gotta put some lotion on it. last night, i can not concentrate on my theses, my heart beated faster and i got dizzy and nauseous.

even few bad things happened to me, i got a good ones as well.

finally, i got in touch with Lily. She’s got a cellphone, so i can reach her everytime i want. I called her 2 days ago, too bad i got only 10k at my ‘fren’ credit, i only had 5 minutes to talk to her before suddenly beep beep beep… thanks to fren - mobile 8 for the cheap international call (thru VoIp) Starone - indosat has better voice quality, and easier connection (with fren, got to dials several times before i got connected) but a bit pricey.

it’s raining here in Jogja. Rainy season be come in a couple weeks i think.

got a big pack of durian yummy

got better in cooking dishes for my self today i made a serabi telor yesterday i cooked ‘ayam kuluyuk’, and ‘cah sawi putih’ and few days ago i cooked ‘bok coy cah saos tiram’

i think i’ll make another lasagna tomorrow. wanna taste my lasagna ?

ok, i’m very sleepy. i’ll go to bed. good nite mr. a, write to you later…