some stories to share…

benci!!! benci sama orang yang so full of h**self, mintanya dapet perhatian terus, dan so so self-centered… don’t you know that sometimes you are full of shit!!!

Astaghfirullah… sampek ati ya aku ngatain kamu begini. Gimana lagi ya… semua yang kamu omongin ituhhhh gak sinkron ama sikap dan kelakuan kamu!!!! aku capek tahu, i’m not babysitting yourself.

I’m looking for some equal relationship between us! Jangan suruh aku ngertiin kamu terus dong… aku kan juga butuh dimengerti, *karena wanita ingin dimengerti… tuh ADA BAND aja ngerti!!!* halahhhh…

kayaknya kesabaranku udah abis yah. aku gak tahu lagi what to expect from you… bukannya aku pamrih dalam berteman, tapi gak munafik kan kalo ketika berteman kita juga mengharapkan sesuatu dari teman kita… sekedar perhatian yang tulus mungkin? ato sekedar merasa tahu kalau teman kita tahu bagaimana kondisi kita… dan hal2 semacam itu bukan “diomongin” tapi “dilakuin”, bukannya nyerecessss merepettt melulu cerita tentang dirinya sendiri!

you’re always saying that you know what i feel, what i’ve been goin’ thru… and any other empathy thay you give to me… but you know what, most of the time you don’t sorry for saying this… yes, i know i’m rude. yes, i know i don’t deserve to be called your “friend”. but this is me… i’m just an ordinary person who can be dissapointed and make others dissapointed as well.

you know why i never say that i empathize you or anyone else?
for me, it’s better if i’m not pretending, or acting, or putting my self as someone who know what you’re facing because i’m not facing it. it’s you who really know how it feels, how it seems, not me. even when i’m facing it, it would be totally a different experience. and we can’t say ‘because i’ve goin thru that situation, i know it’. no, that’s not how things work.
for me, it’s better to comfort you no matter what you’re facing. for some people maybe it’d useless because it won’t solve the problems. for me, i won’t give any troubled people words. i’d give them comfort. actions speak louder than words, rite ?

and yes, i need comfort from you now, indeed! not in words!